Something I heard earlier in the week.

Apologies for my blog being slightly later than usual. 

On Thursday, I had to get bloods done; you would not believe the bruising. I mean massive black and red bruises.  My fibromyalgia decided I needed to sleep from Thursday afternoon to Saturday morning.  Only waking up for a drink and the bathroom. However, that order changed over the couple of days. Not much work done over the weekend. 

Which brings me to something I heard earlier in the week. I heard that Fibromyalgia doesn't exist. It's hypochondria, an illness lazy people use to not work. Whilst upset, I laughed and said she was welcome to shadow me.  To listen to me crying when it feels like my arms have been broken.  The feeling like hot fat sparking at my skin when showering.  

I can go on. However, I keep smiling, and publicly, you won't see me reacting to the pain or feeling of spiders running all over me.

Which really feels icky. I'm shuddering just thinking about it. 

But today, I'm going to finish some summer suncatchers, and tomorrow, I'll work on candles. I've also got some buckets arriving this week for my plaster. 
I get very excited thinking about crafting. It's great.  

Colour and creating saved my life

 
Love and light 

Amanda